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aLoHa~ well it's been about a month just want to give you guys the heads up. as some of you know I have a new xanga, but be forewarned I will be more blunt with things however if need be I will continue to utilize this xanga as well.

visit my new home @

www.xanga.com/jem_religh

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L8tr Days n HawaIIan waves

be Loved

aLoha~

Aloha ballahas~

omgulay WOWZERS is all I can say.... Ladies and gentlemen I've just returned from seeing Gibson's "The Passion" this movie is so beautifully heartbreaking.... it truly makes you LOVE CHRIST EVEN MORE........ I saw it with Robert and Ate Jozel, well technically they were behind me, but yeah so I ended up sitting there reflecting upon the movie in a sense praying throughout the whole thing so many times I cried I wanted to scream so much and leave the theatre in heartache you know not because it was bad or nething, but because it was true....and yeah just know that if you haven't seen this movie you should bring a box of tissue cause as I said before it makes you LOVE CHRIST EVEN MORE.... well neways the day was kinda ok actually I wasn't feeling good about the choices I've made and I had to go to work and I was just so anxious to leave cause I wanted to be with ate Jozel and YFC pple cause YOU GUYS MAKE ME HAPPY.... like last week I was in Dallas and just being there around you guys made me sooo happy..... you know I FEEL ALONE ALOT AND I FORGET THAT GOD LOVES ME and then I loose myself in temptation and false love and instant gratification things that seem to make me happy, but don't really you know and it's just that so much happens in life and there's never anyone physical to share it with... I fear God  and Christ so much sometimes that I deny that they're there and just get preoccupied in self loathing that consumes my heart. I fear that I'm never gonna be good enough for you guys to love and that makes me hear so much negativity you know and well yeah I'm getting off what I was trying to get to the point... well NO CHRIST NO PEACE, KNOW CHRIST KNOW PEACE....  I saw this again as we were walking towards to theatre on a car.... yeah well after the movie we went to this really good buffet SUSHI YEAY...got really full... well neways as we were leaving headed back to the theatre to drop off Robert @ his car, you know that game where you tag one another when you see a license plate from another state well the car was from CALIFORNIA right... so I was all Cali, Cali.... then decided to decode the plate 2XUC613 so what i started thinking of was Xmen 2 but that didn't make sense so I thought To Christ You See...613 right so but that didn't really make sense so i thought Corinthians 6:13 and that seemed interesting... 2XUC613= TO CHRIST YOU SEE CORINTHIANS 6:13 and since I had my bible I decided to look it up well this is what it had said

Corinthians 6:13 "Food for the stomach, stomach for food,but God will do away with both the one and the other. The body, however, is not for immorality, but for the Lord, and the Lord is for the body;"

this was kinda interesting cause we had just finished dinner and were definitely full so Ate Jozel and I decided to analyze it. so this is what I got out of it...

Our stomach needs food and food was created for our bodies to consume.... but in they both come to an end we die and our food source dies....but while we are still here our bodies should be used for the Lord not for evil because he died for us and yeah that's where I stopped looking into it so tell me what you guys get out of it .....so L8trs players 

God Bless n be LovedMuah

Aloha

Aloha Well I'm just doing this cause every1 seems to be doing it and its kinda interesting so here goes nothing.... 

God Bless n be loved

RULES:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Italicize anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the ones that best apply to you.

4. Leave alone the ones that you'd consider "sometimes" answers.
5. Put all twelve months under a webpage...

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their luver can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY--

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful .  Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn.  Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn at times and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

aloha~

Heaven: You are a true angel. You are destined to move on to a place where there is no evil, just people as beautiful and pure as you. Graceful and classy, an angel like you has wonderful things ahead! awwww I'm soooo inspired by the quizes I've been taking.... L8trs God Bless n be loved muah aloha